aligurl2004

Surrounded by Love Saturated by Lonliness

Fri, 19 Aug 2005 05:19:17 GMT

I have all these people around me that love me, care about me, and are helping me out, but I guess I still feel like I have to impress them, don't quite feel like "family" yet. I'm sad not because I'm homesick but because I realized I have nothing up there to miss. I feel like I don't have a place anywhere.
Anyways enough with the moping, went shopping with Andie for like 8 hours straight, it was crazy. I'm not used to the cheaper prices down here, and they have a dollar store *a real one* Where everything costs $1.07 because of taxes. Then I went over to Tanya's house for dinner, spaghetti, had a few drinks played a few cards. Overall it was fun, but I come home to nothing and no one, well a lot of people in the house that I don't know, which might be worse. Tomarrow Brian is showing me around BSU and I have to go buy books, I hope I can afford them. There is no way I can afford to pay rent, hopefully Heath will be understanding, I haven't grown the balls to tell him that I'll be late paying him yet... But hopefully when school starts I'll be...well...not so lonely.....sigh

The Chill House

Wed, 17 Aug 2005 02:57:56 GMT

So I'm in Muncie Indiana now, which is gorgous! They have green grass and more than two kinds of trees, everything is flat, which is good when you don't have a car. And the university is enormous! I applied for 3 jobs today, KFC, Chili's, and Taco Bell. Tomarrow I'm going to Khol's to apply as a night stocker, and to Lifetouch to see if I can get a job developing film. My roommate Kia aka TJ Told me there was some job openings there! I also got my official Ball State I.D. Card fun fun... but anyways just chilling with my two awesome cousins. Real nice guys, I like them a lot. My Aunt is like a second mom to me to... likes to spoil me :-) We're going tomato picking tomarrow!

Muncie Arrival

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 10:56:21 GMT

I am now in Indiana. Yay? It's a very welcome change from Alaska, but I don't think anyone was really excited about me coming, except my Aunt. No one really knows how to act (including myself). What I thought was a good idea might turnout to be a downfall. I have nothing to move back too though so I guess I can only keep pushing forward, until school starts, then maybe I won't be so Isolated.

wendy is super because she did that thing.

Fri, 06 Feb 2004 17:47:50 GMT

this is wendy in allisons LIVE JOURNAL, and we are here, LIVE in pottery class..... whoo heee. pottery sucks balls according to allison, but im quite fond. you know. well laaaaate.

Look at me I'm naked

Wed, 04 Feb 2004 18:28:27 GMT

Pottery class:
I think my teacher poo-ed in his pants and was upset that he had to change into the itchier pants because he was being stupid and boring. Not a good combination.